Artist Commentary

07/01/2010 01:34｜1200×1190｜Photoshop SAI 　[ R-18 ]
僕の好きな委員長は僕の嫌いなクラスの不良に女にされていた。
委員長はどちらかというとクラスでも地味なタイプの女の子だった。
そんな彼女を意識しはじめたのは、僕がクラスの副委員になって一緒に委員の仕事をするようになってから。
生真面目でとっつき難いと思っていた彼女は実際には気さくで話しやすくて、特に笑った顔はすごく可愛かった。
放課後の教室でプリント用紙を束ねる横顔。細い首筋が綺麗だなって思った。…僕は委員長を好きになった。
学園祭の準備で週末に委員長と２人で資材の買出しに出掛けたとき、軽く休憩しようと喫茶店に入った。
他愛もない談笑を続けているうちにだんだんいい雰囲気になって、デート気分で浮かれてた僕は調子に乗って
委員長はもし付き合うとしらどんな男がいい？…なんて質問をしてしまった。
言った後すぐ後悔した。黙ったままの時間に耐えられなくなって、無理矢理話題を変えようとした時だった。
委員長は少し頬を染めて、僕の顔を見つめながら小さな声でこう言った。
　「真面目で…一緒に居て安心できる人」
…委員長も僕の事を好きなんだと思った。
好きとか付き合おうとか言葉に出したワケじゃないけど、僕たちはもう恋人同士みたいな関係なんだって思ってたんだ。
……なのに…。
………なのに、…なんで…よりによってあいつなんかと……こんな…ッ…。
悔しくて悔しくて胸が痛くて苦しい筈なのに、なぜか僕の下半身は今までにないくらい勃起していた…。

　　　僕＝副委員長 …で見てやって頂けると幸い。
　　　原稿終わったので久々の投稿です。この数ヶ月での変化は…大した事じゃないのですが寝取られウィルスに感染しました。

Translated:

My beloved class rep has been made a woman by the delinquent from our class who I hate.
If pushed I'd say the the class rep is one of the plain type girls in our class.
I first started noticing her, when I became vice class rep and ended up doing some work together with her.
The girl, which I had thought overly serious and hard to approach, in reality turned out to be sociable and easy to talk to, and especially her smile was amazingly cute.
After classes were over, I saw her face in profile, while we were bundling up printed forms in the classroom. I thought the slender nape of her neck looked beautiful. ...I came to like the class rep.
When preparing for the school festival, the two of us went out on a weekend to buy materials. We went into a cafe to take a little break.
While we continued chatting about silly things, things started having a good atmosphere, and I, getting into a happy, date-like mood, asked the class rep: "If you were going out with somebody, what kind of guy would you want?" ...And what a question that was.
After asking that, I regretted it right away. Right when I wasn't able to take the silence anymore, and was about to forcibly change the topic...
The class rep's cheeks reddened a bit, and she silently started speaking, while fixing my face with her eyes.
　"Somebody earnest... Somebody who will make me feel at peace, when I'm together with him."
...I thought the class rep liked me too.
I didn't say something like "I love you", or "let's go out", but I had thought that we already had a lover-like relationship.
...And yet...
...And yet... Why... him of all... That's...
Even though my chest is surely filled with the pain and agony of vexation, why is the lower half of my body as erect as never before?

　　　I = Vice class rep... Well, if you'll look at this, I'll be happy.
　　　Since I finished the manuscript, this is my first contribution in a long while. I've been changed over the last months... It's nothing big, but I've been infected by the netorare virus.