I'm not the biggest Aqua watcher when it came to her streams, but its no denying that she has been a big part of my early years of me getting into Hololive and watching Hololive clips or anything Hololive related. So I don't know how to explain my feelings. Sorry if I'm just writing gibberish.
I felt sad when she announced her gradutation but not to the point of crying, but I felt rather melancholic of ''Its been a good run'' of the years that Aqua has been in Hololive and that I've enjoyed watching her. Be it from clips, collabs or some of the streams that I've watched.
But the realization that this is going to be her last stream and 3D live ever... Is when I finally started to tear up was when the song performances was starting.
She has come so far from her debut till gradutation... While I was't sobbing, I definitely was crying while watching her final 3D performance.
Seeing all of the HoloJP girls show up from the doors to sing with her for the last time and her last perfomance of the medley of all her original and songs she covered and her last original song definitely made me even more emotional.
Her tearing up while she was having her last farewell and her crying while singing Aqua Iro Palette and the last animation of her bowing made it hard to not start sobbing myself.
But I can't help but smile and feel happy and proud for her and the idol journey she had in Hololive that I fortunately was able to witness and watch from start to finish.
Just like Aqua has said, as long as we remember and never forget her, she will never be gone forever.
