There is no way to know how deep in the Kamavacara you are, while your soul is driven by the desire to live!Above all that!If that is the case, then this so-called purgatorymust be a creation of Buddha, made for the sole purpose of making people believe in Buddhism!Nnngh...!Even though you dedicated your body to Buddhism, you still walked on the path of heterodoxy due to the fear of death! How laughable, how ridiculous!
